for a break.
I would like to take a break from myself. Do not be me within a few days. Be someone else. Live elsewhere, otherwise. Live differently. Under another name. Another body. Another profession. Another personality. Just do not be the person I am now.
I would like to use the pause function the remote. Stop everything to take time to breathe. Breathing. To perceive things from another angle. Clear my mind, clogged with a thick layer of dust. To see without being blinded. To try to find me. Especially. Because one day I'm lost. I wander past. And although it will, sooner or later, I regained my way.
But since in practice, neither the one nor the other of these solutions is possible, since it is illusory to hope that something miraculous happens, because daily life is like that, that I am must resolve to accept that she is human. She has no super powers. It can not solve all of a magic wand. The reality is much more complex. The outcome will not emerge from himself, I will act. Nothing happens if nothing is done.
A needed break. During which I temporarily step aside from this blog. I will return. Or maybe not. I do not know. Go figure.
I would like to take a break from myself. Do not be me within a few days. Be someone else. Live elsewhere, otherwise. Live differently. Under another name. Another body. Another profession. Another personality. Just do not be the person I am now.
I would like to use the pause function the remote. Stop everything to take time to breathe. Breathing. To perceive things from another angle. Clear my mind, clogged with a thick layer of dust. To see without being blinded. To try to find me. Especially. Because one day I'm lost. I wander past. And although it will, sooner or later, I regained my way.
But since in practice, neither the one nor the other of these solutions is possible, since it is illusory to hope that something miraculous happens, because daily life is like that, that I am must resolve to accept that she is human. She has no super powers. It can not solve all of a magic wand. The reality is much more complex. The outcome will not emerge from himself, I will act. Nothing happens if nothing is done.
A needed break. During which I temporarily step aside from this blog. I will return. Or maybe not. I do not know. Go figure.